Ben Affleck has admitted that he is still embarrassed by his directorial debut.

The movie star shot 'I Killed My Lesbian Wife', 'Hung Her on a Meat Hook', and 'Now I Have a Three-Picture Deal With Disney' way back in 1993.

"It's horrible. It's atrocious. I knew I wanted to be a director, and I did a couple of short films, and this is the only one that haunts me. I'm not proud of it," the Daily Express quoted Entertainment Weekly as saying.

"It looks like it was made by someone who has no prospects, no promise," he added.

However, Affleck bagged the Best Screenplay gold at the Oscars with Good Will Hunting. (ANI)